"I'm not sure when it happened, or how"
"I just know that at some point, somehow, I lost myself"
Boulder, USA
What was I before you? What was I after I left? Probably not what you expected. I am, in some ways, sorry. It's not how I was taught. But it was necessary. It wasn't a cold decision on my part, I've thought about it for months. That is probably the biggest shame, both living as strangers with you having no idea why. I hope one day you see this was for the best, I hope we'll find our smiles again. And I know I have no right to say it, but I did love you, truly.